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So, I think I need to learn how to sit down each day and vent. Because when I finally get here there is like WAY to much information.

It has been a most challenging week. First started off by arriving back to work early from vacation to fire someone. Then the week went downhill from there. I think sometimes one just needs to prioritize feelings and emotions before being emotional. That would be me.

I had company in June, that decided to use my phone for the 1-900 #. Telus did not take to well to that....however, it's been resolved in some wondrous way. Second item would be the fact my car, "molly" is sick. There is something bizarre going on with her front that is making a very unusual noise. Mr. Drayton Valley will be in tomorrow night to save me. Thank God. I can't deal well with porn and a sick car.

Work is hell. But I think throughout the hell, I'm beginning to see that I'm a "none"fit for the environment. I just wish they'd decide that so I can leave, and I could accept my buy out and carry on. My old boss told me last night, that he tried for 3 months for them to be that he was a non fit, but it didn't work, and he told me that I'd just probably end up quitting. It comes to a point in ones life that you need to decide what is for the best long term, vs. what is best today. And today and longterm, the hellish work enviornment isn't for me.

I think that I'm very homesick. Just got incredible pictures in the mail of my sister's kids. In one hand I'm homesick, and the other hand, it drives me insane that she has kids, doesn't appreciate the fact that she has them. Something that I'd give my right arm for. I need to be thankful that I have them in my life, and move on from there.

Ok, enough venting. I need to make my bed and crawl into. I pray tomorrow will be a stellar day.